The last time we met, it was raining so hard,
There was a pink envelope holding your wedding card,
It was lying on the coffee table soaking in my tears,
You were by my side so I could not infer that fear,
You were saying that you will always be there,
And I was so innocent that I thought you will care,
The time we spent was now a far away dream,
The white of your bride hurt my eyes like a beam.
I looked back and you never looked my way,
I felt so sad knowing that this feeling is going to stay!
And there I was walking towards my lonely days,
I tried looking for hobbies but nothing seems to work,
My apartment was a mess, our snaps lying all over,
I stared at them for clues, to know when we were done,
I was pungent and always wondering what went wrong.
The hazy winter was so long without you by my side,
There were emotions inside me that I could not hide,
I was wasting away and my smile was gone,
My laughter jingled somewhere, distant and forlorn,
And I wanted to runaway to a place not known,
Where this shadow will not follow and I can live alone,
So I packed my bags and tried abandoning you in here with fain,
I locked the doors and never looked back for you again,
And there I was sauntering on the path to a new beginning,
I had few plans and fire for I felt an inspiration waiting,
And then I decided to smile after so long,
It was like listening to an old forgotten melodious song,
And then I reminded myself to bury my pain so deep,
That even if I try it will be so dark for me to peep,
Realizing that there is so much more to experience and do,
The sad part just ended, and its time for happiness to take over now!
3rd July,2008
There was a pink envelope holding your wedding card,
It was lying on the coffee table soaking in my tears,
You were by my side so I could not infer that fear,
You were saying that you will always be there,
And I was so innocent that I thought you will care,
The time we spent was now a far away dream,
The white of your bride hurt my eyes like a beam.
I looked back and you never looked my way,
I felt so sad knowing that this feeling is going to stay!
And there I was walking towards my lonely days,
I tried looking for hobbies but nothing seems to work,
My apartment was a mess, our snaps lying all over,
I stared at them for clues, to know when we were done,
I was pungent and always wondering what went wrong.
The hazy winter was so long without you by my side,
There were emotions inside me that I could not hide,
I was wasting away and my smile was gone,
My laughter jingled somewhere, distant and forlorn,
And I wanted to runaway to a place not known,
Where this shadow will not follow and I can live alone,
So I packed my bags and tried abandoning you in here with fain,
I locked the doors and never looked back for you again,
And there I was sauntering on the path to a new beginning,
I had few plans and fire for I felt an inspiration waiting,
And then I decided to smile after so long,
It was like listening to an old forgotten melodious song,
And then I reminded myself to bury my pain so deep,
That even if I try it will be so dark for me to peep,
Realizing that there is so much more to experience and do,
The sad part just ended, and its time for happiness to take over now!
3rd July,2008
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